Another Loss

and when you said "we're done"for me we're still togetherwhen you said "I cannot be with you"for me you always minewhen you said "the world is not ours anymore"for me the whole universe is ourswhen you said "I cannot love you"I stood in silenceTried to think what's going on...Have I ever hurt you?Have I ever dissapointed you?Have I ever left you?Questions.. questions...come and gone like the rainWhy you have to say that?I've always loved youWhen you said "Well, we CANT be together anymore, you have to accept that"I stood in silenceTears fell on my facestarted to crybut then...You stood by meHolding my shoulderand said, "it's not because I don't love you, but, if we are together, I will only hurt your feeling, and I don't want that to happen, because... I love you so much"
I looked up to your face
You hugged me afterwards
and left me in silence
although I believe
that one day you will come back to me
come back to my arms
and we can start things over
open up new pages in our journal
journal of life


I love you so much baby


Steffi

The New Year Song

I dunno what to write... really...



One year passed.. One year facing ahead.. The cycle is always like that...
Seasons change.. people change.. and so the world...
trying to be better...
I do want to change... to be a better me..
But I'm afraid to face the reality...
That maybe.. I can be worse than last year..
Who knows?
But I will try..
I will try to be a better me...

I've been through some sadness.. and so have happiness
the bitter sweet of life..
Friends come and gone...
but only one who stays with me..
keep staying with me my friend...
Cos I will try...
I will try to be a better friend for you...

The love I had is not the sweetest one...
But then I met you...
you changed everything...
you made me live my life again...
after caught in a cave of darkness...
Please stay with me baby..
Cos I will try...
I will try to be a better lover for you...

Seasons change, people change
and so the world to be a better one...
To be a better one...



Happy New year 2008!!

Steffi®.